This idea came to me while I was developing the Chaos Sphere Trip. For some reason, the x, y, and z positions got misaligned, and this little beauty appeared on my screen. I was mesmerized for a while, just watching it, until I realized that I had finally understood a vision from an old friend.
A couple of years ago, a fellow frater came to one of our meetings, excited about a vision he had: a Chaos Sphere with several arrows. He said there were fourteen arrows, but then added, “That’s just how I see it—actually, it seems to have infinite arrows.” Inspired by the vision, he couldn’t stop talking about its meaning: “Freedom in all dimensions, beyond our simple three-dimensional comprehension.”
With these words in mind, I believe I am finally clarifying his vision. Back then, it felt like a bit too much to take in all at once. He didn’t have the ability to “transmit the vision” clearly, if you know what I mean. But it planted a seed in my mind—a seed that has now blossomed into the n-dimensional Chaos Sphere.
I’ve been meditating on this for a while now. Since its behavior is entirely shaped by randomness—a “code coincidence”—anything that emerges from it can be interpreted in an oracular way.
It may look chaotic at first, but, like chaos itself, sometimes it reveals its hidden order, making you feel as though some “will” is guiding it.
I’ve finally managed to create an interactive visualization of what happens inside my mind during deep meditations. It’s a very pleasant Chaos Sphere trip. I start to see thousands of them, and it feels like every atom of reality is, in fact, a Chaos Sphere.
Now that I’ve developed this, I’m using it as a form of “reverse mind engineering.” Instead of meditating for hours to reach the mental state where I can see this, I can now simply watch it unfold on a large TV screen, which makes it much easier to access that state of mind. It’s incredibly interesting. For me, it’s like I’ve “stolen fire from heaven” because now I can just turn on my computer and see things that were once only visible in the realms of deep trance.
I’m using the Three.js framework to build the 3D environment. I’ve only just started studying it, but I’m really enjoying it so far. The fact that you don’t have to compile anything is a blessing—just save it, and it’s done. It all runs in the browser (for WebGL-enabled browsers, of course), with no plugins required.
There are two primary symbols of Chaos: the Chaos Star and the Chaos Sphere. Both convey the same concept, but one exists in two dimensions, and the other in three. While the Chaos Star is defined as “eight arrows in a radial pattern,” the Chaos Sphere can be described as “eight arrows in a three-dimensional radial pattern.”
As I’ve mentioned before, I continue to be fascinated by these symbols. My meditations almost always lead me to visualize them, with increasing levels of detail. It’s become something of an obsession—though a powerful, magickal one. How do I build them? What are their deeper properties? The more I dive into this, the more I feel I am attuning my mind to a “chaos frequency.” I’m not talking about the ideological concepts of chaos, but rather a state of consciousness where *everything* is possible. The Chaos Star/Sphere has revealed itself to me as the ultimate sigil for freeing the mind. Don’t just talk about freedom. Don’t think about it. Charge the chaos symbol into yourself until it transforms you.
And what does it hide beneath its surface? As anyone who has studied something for a long time might understand, I began seeing “things” in the symbol. Mostly, I saw hidden geometries that seemed to channel powerful numbers, offering me hints for my rituals.
The Chaos Star is simple. It consists of 8 arrows evenly distributed across 360°. Dividing 360° by 8 gives us 45° between each arrow. Everyone knows that 45° is a special angle. From this, we can see 8 triangles and an outer circle. But I didn’t trip on this… yet.
For now, let’s shift focus to the Chaos Sphere, where a whole new array of insights emerge.
The arrows in the Chaos Sphere are the space diagonals of a perfect cube. The edges of the cube ensure that all the arrows are separated by the same distance, since all edges share the same length. But how do I calculate the angles of these space diagonals? Well, I’m not exactly a math expert, but after a few days of refreshing my trigonometry, I finally figured it out.
Of course, the Magic Angle isn’t alone. There’s its counterpart: 35.264389682° (Could we call this the “Dark Magic Angle”?), its double: 109.471220634° (The angle between two arrows of the Chaos Sphere), and its opposite double: 70.528779365° (The opposite angle between two of the Chaos Sphere’s arrows).
These numbers can be just numbers, or under the right paradigm, they can be incredibly powerful. Personally, I’ve finally found a justification for a mudra that comes to me almost every time I enter a deep meditative state. My hand moves toward my face, and my fingers naturally form a specific angle—the angle between two arrows of the Chaos Sphere. Until now, I had no idea why I kept doing this. But now I know—it’s because the arrows of the Chaos Sphere were entering my mind, my body, my soul. From this moment on, I’ll call it the Chaos Mudra.
Since I first became involved with Chaos Magick, the Chaos Star symbol has been firmly etched in my mind. It’s both beautiful and deeply meaningful—representing freedom beyond imagination. The eight directions symbolize infinite possibilities, “including before conceiving,” as A.O.S. would say.
After countless meditations and several profound epiphanies, I began seeing Chaos Stars everywhere. Remember the Greek concept that “everything is made of triangles”? Well, what if “everything is made of Chaos Stars”? Each particle, each unit of matter, could be a Chaos Star—an all-possible-including-possibility just waiting for perception to manifest one of its infinite possibilities in the “real world.” That’s how I’ve been diving deep into the concept. It’s been quite the adventure.
This connection deepened when I started exploring generative art. I’ve visualized the Chaos Star in countless forms. How could I possibly recreate them all on a computer screen? And more importantly: what *exactly* is a Chaos Star? Wikipedia defines it as “eight arrows in a radial pattern.” For me, this is a perfect definition, as it leaves the door wide open for infinite abstraction.
And so, the Chaos Star Generator was born. It’s a JavaScript web app where you can input parameters to explore the endless visual possibilities of “eight arrows in a radial pattern.” Of course, you can also seek random inspiration by clicking on the screen to generate one, or go further with an infinite sequence by clicking on “Inspire me randomly, please.” You can even save the Chaos Star or share it directly to your Facebook wall.
The process of building this app came with its share of technical challenges, which I’ll likely discuss in future posts, such as how to publish directly from the <canvas> element to your Facebook wall. While I’m using some open-source code from others, everything I’ve personally created is released under the WTFPL license, so feel free to “Do What The Fuck You Want To” with it.
Beyond being a beautiful creative tool, the Chaos Star Generator can also serve as a powerful magickal tool. Here’s a fun experiment:
1 – Upload a texture (using the left controls) with a sigil placed at the exact center of the image. Like this: 2 – Click on “Inspire me randomly, please.” 3 – Open the controls (top right) and adjust the “transitionTime” parameter to set your preferred speed. 4 – Enter into a state of gnosis and focus on the moving Chaos Star while keeping your sigil in view. 5 – Boom. You’ve just created a powerful ritual moment.
