I’ve finally managed to create an interactive visualization of what happens inside my mind during deep meditations. It’s a very pleasant Chaos Sphere trip. I start to see thousands of them, and it feels like every atom of reality is, in fact, a Chaos Sphere.

Now that I’ve developed this, I’m using it as a form of “reverse mind engineering.” Instead of meditating for hours to reach the mental state where I can see this, I can now simply watch it unfold on a large TV screen, which makes it much easier to access that state of mind. It’s incredibly interesting. For me, it’s like I’ve “stolen fire from heaven” because now I can just turn on my computer and see things that were once only visible in the realms of deep trance.

I’m using the Three.js framework to build the 3D environment. I’ve only just started studying it, but I’m really enjoying it so far. The fact that you don’t have to compile anything is a blessing—just save it, and it’s done. It all runs in the browser (for WebGL-enabled browsers, of course), with no plugins required.

After discovering the Magic Chaos Angle, I created a method for building Chaos Spheres: https://caostar.com/3d/js/custom/chaosphere.js
It’s still just a scratch, but with this, you can generate a Chaos Sphere inside Three.js as easily as this:

var newChaosSphere = createChaosSphere();

I’ll be updating the JS file above with improvements over time.

Click here to trip for yourself (and then reload the page for a bit of randomness).